Not that I'm talking to many people but if you know me, you know I have ocd in many aspects of life. I get incredibly stressed and anxious over the weirdest things. Blog posts being a major factor. I actually have posts scheduled until April 4th at the moment. I try to keep a nice, steady routine or I get really anxious. Mainly Monday, Wednesday and Friday with an occasional Saturday or quick random post like this. If I start running out, you don't want to be around me until I replenish haha I contemplated deleting my blog because of several reasons but just the few comments I have been getting really made me realize that it isn't about the followers and my posts can help people even if it isn't too many people:) Love you all

Quick update:
My hope is back. obsession back on <3 haha soon ;)
Improved hair:

Much needed trip to pa this weekend
Counting calories finally
And pretty much doing hair all weekend
Which is fine by me ;)

I guess that's about it :)

Hope you guys have a great weekend<3
xo chels


  1. Wow, I'm exactly just like you! But hey, even with the small amount of followers or comments that we might have, it's not about that. It's about putting yourself out there and just sharing what you've got. You never know who might be thinking or experiencing the same things as you :D

    PS. don't worry, Im an ocd freak too.

  2. Yes! :) exactly. I'm trying not to let myself get discouraged over it. haha thanks mine tends to try to take over my life. <3

  3. I know how you feel as well I always get panicked about getting posts up at regular intervals! But you don't need to worry, as the previous comment said it's just about doing it because you like it and not having to please people - which your blog does anyway!

    1. haha thanks! The post thing gives me such anxiety. I had to stop going on tumblr because my queue ran out haha it gave me literal chest pains. thanks for the comment<3 i appreciate it :)